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12 December 2008 @ 11:21 pm
So it actually turns out the Lou and I are preggo!  I can't believe this is happening, feels like I'm floating.  I finally get to do what I know I was born to do, and that is be a dad.

Lou asked me to marry her and gave me a ring.  My first words literally were, "Fuck off!"  After I recovered from my stroke, I said yes of course.  We're planning on a Feb. 13th wedding...yes...it's a Friday.  how funny are we really....

Now I'm just trying to figure everything out and get squared away for this baby.  I'm reading books and we're getting ready to take some class.

I'm super psyched and hopefully everything turns out ok for Lou and the baby.

oh, and we're thinking either Milo Edwin for a boy, or London Allen or Marlowe Allen (my fav) for a girl.
Current Mood: peacefulpeaceful
03 October 2008 @ 04:13 pm
The past couple of days have been a little bummer.  A week ago, Lauren told me she was late.  I know we haven't been together for long, but we have a crazy strong connection, and I was completely thrilled on the idea of having a child with her.  I didn't let her know right off the bat how I felt.   A few days ago she asked me how I felt about it.  I told her that I would love for us to be pregnant, but if she thought it was a bad situation, that if we're not...it's ok.  She replied with the most amazing thing I've ever heard.   "No it wouldn't be a bad situation, I really want to be pregnant now.  It would never be bad, I know you're the one I want and love...It would be made out of love, and be loved.".......talk about the best feeling ever...gosh I love this chick.

So we found out the other day that we aren't actually pregnant.  She's pretty bummed out because she knew how excited I was, and she was excited too.  We really wanted this little thing, made with part of her, and part of me, and 100% love.

even though the timing of it wasn't ideal, it's still a little bit of a bummer.

we have forever baby.
27 September 2008 @ 06:02 pm
you meet someone who you are pretty much 100% compatible with?

wow, just wow.
09 September 2008 @ 03:09 pm
So for the past 7-8 months or so, I have been abstinent. It has been great, but I think I have met someone that will end it all.

her name is Lauren (Lou Lou), and she's a complete baddass!

here's some pics from our first "date", we made a blanket fort and had a zombie movie marathon.

She is so pretty, I think I'm falling head-over-heels!!

We is sOOOO cool in out fortz!

Yep, she's a BAMF!


24 July 2008 @ 04:38 pm
It seems that lately I've just been chasing nickles and dimes, while everyone around me passes me by.

ha, sounds familiar.
22 June 2008 @ 03:47 pm
I got a call on Friday from my sister in Colorado.  She's 5 years old now and cute as hell.

Send me a MF'ing text on my phone thru my user info.
02 June 2008 @ 05:40 pm
It's back, just like I knew it would be.  I wonder how I'll fight it this time.  I'll probably just lay back and let it get as bad as last time.

...and last time was pretty rough.  I would probably have fit right in with Trent Reznor and Morrissey at the time..lol
26 May 2008 @ 06:08 pm
*is wondering where his friends are*

goddamn, I want to move far away and start from scratch, cause this place hasn't produced anything worthwhile yet.
25 May 2008 @ 07:18 pm
 If he comes at me like that again, I will be forced to lay him out.

Thats my weekend.  How was everyone else's?

(no one will tell me though, so I don't know why I ask.)
19 May 2008 @ 03:23 pm
So yeah, my car got hit today sometime while I was at work, or at the gas station.

Both headlights are busted, hood is bent, fender is bent, and the front bumper is scratched on the top.

looks like something big like a truck/semi backed into it or something.

oh well, going to meet with an adjuster at a shop tomorrow to get an estimate.  I hope I get a rental car, I wanna beat the crap out of a car that's not mine!!!

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